…breaking my mind, matter, and machines in pursuit of evolution …

Mind & Matter

Reading List

(will be updated continually) Consolidation of books I’ve been digesting, sometimes multiple times on this path. Note, this does not include any Chilton/Hayes, or FSMs, you are on your own finding those : UPCOMING READS• Psychology and Alchemy – Carl Jung• Falling Upward: A Spirituality for the Two Halves of Life – Richard Rohr •…

Shadow work and finding compassion for the orange man through hidden sadness…

What began as a meditation to find compassion for the orange man became an unexpected journey deep into my own shadows. In the stillness, I met a child figure — a facet of myself born from thousands of tiny emotional cuts. Through memories of hunting, relationships, and the relentless chase for capability, I saw how…

The fear of losing “me”

Pulling away the fairings and valences of my belief structure to explore and discover who I am underneath it all.

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